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Created on 2007-09-06 21:44:06 (#13762651), last updated 2007-09-06
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| Name: | 88used88 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-12 |
Okay here it goes... I'm 18 gonna be 19 in a week!
I have been overweight all my life and when I was a sophomore in high school a friend and I started fasting, no one knew but the two of us and I had gotten positive feed back from all my family and friends "Tanya you look thinner are you dieting? or you working out? Tanya you look great!" This made me feel really good about myself. Later on our sophomore year another friend of ours who is a petite girl found out about this and asked us to stop or she would make us. So out of fear that others would find out and respect to my friend we agreed to stop.
My senior year in high school I found my first love and were together for quite a while. Before gradutation we had broken up (divorced) and I became really depressed and wasn't eating as much. Again I got alot of compiments on my weight. So I've come to the conclusion no matter what people say that fasting doesn't work it really does.
Flash foward to today. I am now a freshman in college and all this binge drinking and eating (feels like I haven't stopped) has gotten to me. I have gained so much weight in the past few weeks I have been here and am starting to really hate myself. I cannot confide in anyone who doesn't understand this and need help and support to be happy agian.
So add msg or w/e you perfer!!
I have been overweight all my life and when I was a sophomore in high school a friend and I started fasting, no one knew but the two of us and I had gotten positive feed back from all my family and friends "Tanya you look thinner are you dieting? or you working out? Tanya you look great!" This made me feel really good about myself. Later on our sophomore year another friend of ours who is a petite girl found out about this and asked us to stop or she would make us. So out of fear that others would find out and respect to my friend we agreed to stop.
My senior year in high school I found my first love and were together for quite a while. Before gradutation we had broken up (divorced) and I became really depressed and wasn't eating as much. Again I got alot of compiments on my weight. So I've come to the conclusion no matter what people say that fasting doesn't work it really does.
Flash foward to today. I am now a freshman in college and all this binge drinking and eating (feels like I haven't stopped) has gotten to me. I have gained so much weight in the past few weeks I have been here and am starting to really hate myself. I cannot confide in anyone who doesn't understand this and need help and support to be happy agian.
So add msg or w/e you perfer!!
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